Sunday, June 8, 2008

It all comes down to this...


the wheel of time may not stop spining a day
yet another day but nothing changes
many counteless tears wd have fallen
still the earth buds n blossoms

frm the days in the woomb,

game is on to find the way back
as eyes open, ur stage is set..

n as its shut.. oh! i cd see it...

born in a warfield, what comes or what goes, who cares
life in a strom, a fallen flower is no martyr

lonliness in the heart last till the day in flames
walk in the dark, ur shadow may walk away,
u realaize u r always by urself till the day in flames

still waiting in the boat all alone for that land,
searching, fighting the strongest waves..
crying out in hope - nothing stays 4 ever..
thats urs this'z mine..
senseless circus of body n mind...
nothingz 4 u nor me
He owns it all, he takes it all!
whoz gud whoz not.. 1 who sees it all!

world, blames each other to find no culprintz
letz stand by the side n watch it all
its that kinda drama. lets paly our roles
all those faces needed, lets put it on
lots f turns to be taken, letz go on!
letz get it over, wn curtain fallsyet another life ?? ooh!!!

yes! i cd see what He wants...


Friday, June 6, 2008

Tolly Ol'Pal n me were born on the same date.. :P

Lev Nikolayevich Tolstoy (September 9 [O.S. August 28] 1828 – November 20 [O.S. November 7] 1910) (Russian: Лев Никола́евич Толсто́й, commonly referred to in English as Leo (Lyof, Lyoff) Tolstoy, was a Russian writer – novelist, essayist, dramatist and philosopher – as well as pacifist Christian anarchist and educational reformer. He was the most influential member of the aristocratic Tolstoy family.


As a fiction writer, Tolstoy is widely regarded as one of the greatest of all novelists, particularly noted for his masterpieces War and Peace and Anna Karenina. In their scope, breadth and realistic depiction of 19th-century Russian life, the two books stand at the peak of realist fiction. As a moral philosopher Tolstoy was notable for his ideas on nonviolent resistance through works such as The Kingdom of God is Within You, which in turn influenced such twentieth-century figures as Mohandas K. Gandhi[1] and Martin Luther King, Jr.

Meeting Of The Minds

Fragments Of The Self ....

Sometimes it feels as if we have many different people living inside of us, expressing themselves in voices that seem distinct from one another. There is the inner child with its wants and needs, the angry voice that expresses its opinion and probably several more as well. With all these different parts of ourselves express differing desires and needs and opinions, we may begin to feel as if we have no clarity. It is difficult to know which voices to pay attention to and which ones to ignore or dismiss. Even if we manage to move forward amidst the confusion, doubts and concerns may linger in our psyches simply because they have not been fully expressed and examined. As a result, we may have trouble being at peace with the decisions we do make.


One way to handle this dilemma is to consciously make time for a meeting of the minds within our psyche. This can be done as a guided meditation or as a journaling exercise. In both we can summon the many fragments that make up the whole of who we are and give them each a chance to speak. This can be a helpful tool in the face of a decision we need to make, and it can also be a fruitful path to take in the interest of self-exploration and self-care. When we gather the many fragments of our psyche together, the health and power of the whole is greatly increased.

We can imagine a roundtable in which we gather all the various representatives of our being, allowing them to name themselves and giving them a chance to speak. We allow each one to weigh in, fully expressing the perspective they represent, and we listen without comment. As we listen, we may be amazed at the wisdom and energy stored in these fragments of our self. This gathering brings the fragmented pieces of our psyche into a closer relationship, enabling us to move forward as a unified whole.